Two weeks ago, I joined "Plenty Of Fish." This is a free on-line dating site. Sharon at work had joined and I was drunk. Yes, I filled out my little descriptor paragraph while intoxicated. AND, I put on a picture of me that I took over a year ago, of me after I had worked sixteen hours with out any breaks.
Strangely enough, I have gotten two responses. The first one we shall completely disregard, as it was composed of nine amotioncoms and the words "and sex." Way to make an impression, you non-verbal dude. I run screaming away from you.
The second one. . . seems nice, but wants to break the rules. He has given me his telephone number in a e-mail. Scary. I would much rather e-mail for a while. Also, he lives like 40 minutes away, by freeway.
But I have realized, that I don't have enough time (or money) to date. I have trouble keeping up with the two friends I have left! How would I find the time to date and still see my two friends?
Later, on Friday night;
it's not like I've changed my mind about not dating or having sex. It's that I'm human, and actually quite torn about dating again. I WANT to, but I'm so afraid. I have so much to lose and frankly, after what Brad did to me, and all my other boyfriend/husband I really, really sincerely doubt my ability to identify a good man. So, the verdict, based on my track record, I'm not going to date anytime soon.
No comments:
Post a Comment