Sterum

I've managed to bruise it again. I have the most sensitive sternum. In fact I've never heard of anyone else complain about theirs. My bra has to be an inch widener then me. This is difficult because I'm like a 44. Which is why my bra right now is a exercise bra. It's not really big enough in any sense of the word, but it's what I could find. So how it came to be brusied was that New Years Day, me and Best Friend drove up to the Indian casino above Solvange.

The parking sign outside the parking structure said there was over 500 parking spaces. IT WAS BROKEN! We spend about a half hour in there trying to get out. BF cursed a blue streak. My window was open. I was just waiting. My experience with male drivers says that if you curse them, nay even look at them when they break the rules of the road, force you out of your lane, yield to them (multiple times), they will follow you, and threaten to beat you up. So I don't flip male drivers off, curse or even look at them. I just try to be a blank faced doll, when I run into these guys.

Strangely enough, this has never been BF's experience. No matter how many times she has called a guy a F**king idiot, etc, no one ever says anything to her, even although they can hear her! Amazing! So after this we drove to San Manual casino in San Bernadeno. This had parking! So I gambled four dollars and lost all of it, with no little jackpots to spur me on. So concluding my luck was dead (as usual), I stopped. As usual, BF's luck was good and she won $85.00!

But I spent like 12 hours sitting down and my sternum got bruised. Also heartburn. So, I can looked forward to feeling like I'm about to go down the slope of a roller coaster for two WEEKS. Sucks.

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Monday I am getting rid of three foot of hair and getting a "POB". I'm so excited. I'm also getting it dyed chocolate brown with caramel highlights/weave. This could change depending on what Cindy's hairdresser says. But it is what I want. I still think about being blond again, but I was blond for 26 years. The only reason I have never dyed my hair brunette, is my sister. I look awful lot like my mom. Jackie misses mom very much. She couldn't even eat British food for 15 years after mom died. I didn't want to stress her out on this subject by looking exactly like mom. But, I have been prepping her for this about three years now, so she gotten used to the idea now. I'm not expecting her to cry when she sees me.