Sunday, July 19, 2009

Went To See Mr. Traffic Last Night

I'm starting to get pissed off at Mr. Traffic. He keeps touching me, even although he knows I don't want him to. He continuously feels up my arm while "accidentally" touching my breast. Last night he insisted rubbing lotion on my arm, while babbling about how much he enjoys it when the health care workers rub his leg with lotion. He also started talking about doing my feet and washing my hair, which I vehemently said no to. He kept talking to me about sex with his wife, no, not details, I would be long gone if he was doing that. He also keeps talking about how sex is natural, nudity is natural, etc. Just like a molester breaks down barriers with a child.

The last time I was over there, he shown me a picture he had taken of his daughters when they were early teenagers, (if that) that he had published in a naturalist magazine. The picture shown three girls (I think he only has two daughters), naked, rolling around in sand. Two of the girls' breasts and pubic hair were clearly visible. Actually it was a great b+w photo, from a art viewpoint. However, I do believe it's child pornography. I pointed this out to him and he snarled that "the magazine had been exonerated". He went on to say how nothing sexual was happening in the photo.

He has told me, that he used to take his son to porno movies at the drive-in, and smoke pot with him. His interest in art is 95% focused on nude women. He tells me his co-workers have always given him pictures of their naked wives and girlfriends, so he can do a portrait of them.

I really don't like this. I think I will stop going over there. I'm to old to be fooled by this shit. I don't care whether he can get it up or not, he wants to do things to me I don't want done. The better he feels, the more he does this.

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