I'm Cold. . .

And I have highbeams. I have turned the heater off to save money. Also all of the lights.

I have looked at my money situation, and I'm fucked either way. If I get the unemployment, I may be able to pay the utilities. If I don't, everything I make at the pizza place is going to go to the car payment and car insurance, so I can WORK. Whatever is left over will go to food for me and the cats. I have about $220.00 to pay my utilities, Gas, House Phone/Internet, Cell Phone, Electric, and each is over a hundred dollars. Yes, I have been having trouble paying them before I lost my job. There's no way I can pay my credit cards either way, so I will be defaulting on them.

I have called up the utilities, and I can get in to some programs, but that doesn't take care of this month's bills. Also there is a small chance that some organization will help me pay the gas. I will call them Monday.

I guess I'll be going over to Grace Resources and asking about stuff like this and food.

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Have been calling the Unemployment check line, and for a while I thought I was going to get a check, but then realized that what the recording was referencing, was my last pay check from the pizza place.

Monday, I am going to spent four hours calling places, looking for a job, (after I deal with the utilities).