I'm really, really, sure I have Aspergers

I keep looking at the symptoms, and they just reverberate down my memories. My obsessions with cats, Star Trek, china patterns, Sterling silver...etc. My ability to have just one good friend at one time. My losing contact with then after they have a child, (I still think that still had something to do with them then going on welfare, and/or marrying men who were abusive).
The things I have said to people over the years...it shames me now. The way people have interacted with me over the years, expecting me to be excited about their Plans for ME, and I reject them. They always have that perplexed look on their faces because I didn't react correctly.
Me telling my parents how I felt about things and them telling me I was wrong and how I really felt about things.
Ooh, so many things. It fits, it fits.

Finished Farmsitting for sister

And I poleaxed myself! Yep, I left the bar up on the barn door and it fell down when I moved the door and it hit me on the head. Yes, I was a little concussed. My head hurt like hell, I had clenched when it hit me and I pulled the muscles on my skull and my teeth still hurt. Sorta worried about them, I wonder if I have cracked any of them...Also I was nauseated, and I'm still tired.  But I feel a lot better now.

Anyhoo, I took a lot of pictures of the flowers, and the animals.

SHHHHH!

I bought fertilizer. The tomato plant has grown new leaves and has two blossoms starting!!!! On the other hand, the bell pepper plant is sorta limp and the ONE bell pepper  is turning sorta reddish in places, even although it's a GREEN bell pepper.

I'm going to buy more, after all, I have the dirt and kitty litter cans. . .the plants are cheap!

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One of the things me and my sister talked about at the King's head was whether I am autistic. She agreed with me, which I was not expecting. I have done some studying online, and I think I have Aspergers. Top of the scale Aspergers, but Aspergers none the less. I find this very frighting.

On the other hand I told my manager at work and she told me that someone else I know thru work also is autistic. And she told me this person gets Social Security because of it as well as working. And this person get health care at Kaiser! So now I have to find out how I can get diagnosed.

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Mittens has an eye infection. I have no money to take her to the vet. I've been looking for an antibiotic at a feed store, but no luck for the one mentioned for cats on the web. I'm going to try rinsing the hell out of it with saline, see how that goes.

I also have my eye infection back as well! I wonder if they are related?

*UPDATE* I cleaned Mitten's eye out again with wet toilet paper, and apparently I got whatever was in there, because today there is no discharge, and the eye looks fine! YAY!

I am not a farmer!

I am on my last tomato plant. The other three have died. The last one, not doing so well. My plan: buy more to plant and kill! The plants are relatively cheap compare to the money I spent on soil and the bucket material.

The bell pepper is fairing well! However the one bell pepper fruit I have growing has gotten to golf ball size and isn't getting any bigger. The other two blossoms died and dropped off. So far this has been a colossal waste of money. I could have bought so many tomatoes and bell peppers to eat with that money. . .Maybe I need to buy some fertilizer?

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My sister and I are going to the King's head pub in Santa Monica to celebrate the Queen's Jubilee Luncheon! Best friend doesn't want to go, she apparently feels uncomfortable about toasting the Queen. Sister wanted an old friend of Mom's to come with us, but she has church service to go to. I expect to have a high old time with sister!
I have the DVR set up to record all the programs on BBC America. I am so looking forward to the Thames pageant!

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Cousin has finally broken up with Girlfriend. We have wondered for a long time what was going on, what with   his mom telling sister how the ex had set up a separate home inside hers and had stopped talking to her the second semester, and the fact that cousin and ex were no longer friends on Facebook. He moves out of the house this week, and apparently he is footing the bill for both places. I'll like to know what kind of financial arrangement he has brokered with the ex, but I doubt he will tell me.It's really not my business now, is it?