I'm really, really, sure I have Aspergers

I keep looking at the symptoms, and they just reverberate down my memories. My obsessions with cats, Star Trek, china patterns, Sterling silver...etc. My ability to have just one good friend at one time. My losing contact with then after they have a child, (I still think that still had something to do with them then going on welfare, and/or marrying men who were abusive).
The things I have said to people over the years...it shames me now. The way people have interacted with me over the years, expecting me to be excited about their Plans for ME, and I reject them. They always have that perplexed look on their faces because I didn't react correctly.
Me telling my parents how I felt about things and them telling me I was wrong and how I really felt about things.
Ooh, so many things. It fits, it fits.